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Deep Blue excerpts

And now, for my own reference and should anyone else be interested, selected excerpts from the Doctor Who tie-in novel, DEEP BLUE, by Mark Morris.

Alternatively titled: How, Against All Odds, I Started Shipping Mike Yates and Tegan Jovanka. No, Really.

(Sometime, after I’ve slept, I’ll post a huge moderately-sized meta about all the reasons why I love this plot thread and why it’s perfect for their characters.)

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Ahahaha, I’d forgotten that this is the book where Mike Yates inexplicably has three brothers.  Yeah, nope.  REJECTED FROM THE HEADCANON.  Besides, it changes from book to book, so there’s leeway for me to pick and choose.  I DO WHAT I WANT.

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“Oh, I’m still the same old Doctor underneath, the Doctor said airily. “May I come in?”
Mike was about to step back and pull the door wide when he paused. “How do I know you’re the Doctor? How do I know you’re not trying to trick me?”
The Doctor blinked. “Why would I want to do that?”
“I don’t know. Maybe you want to get to the real Doctor through me. You could by the Master for all I know.”
The Doctor flinched and his voice became a little high-pitched with indignation. “Please! I’ve never been so insulted.”
“I’m sorry,” said Mike, “It’s just… you’re so different. You don’t seem as…”
“Arrogant? Overbearing?”
Mike shrugged embarrassedly. “You said it.”
“Yes, well,” said the Doctor, nonplussed, “when one matures, one irons out these little foibles.”
“Matures?” said Mike. “But you look so much younger!”
“Appearances can be deceptive, you know.”
“My point exactly,” said Mike, triumphantly.
The Doctor sighed. “The thing about regeneration is that it’s something of a lottery. But whatever I look like, I’m still fundamentally the same underneath. How can I convince you of that?”
Before Mike could reply, the Doctor’s eyes widened. “What date is it?” he asked.
Puzzled, Mike told him.
The Doctor gazed into the middle distance as if looking through time. “So you’ve not been back on active duty for long. You’ve been recovering from the events at Llanfairfach.”
Mike frowned. “Go on.”
The Doctor snapped out of his semi-trance. “How are you feeling now, Mike?”
“Fine.”
“No ill-effects?”
“No, I don’t think so.”
The Doctor looked at him strangely, reached out and patted him on the forearm. “You’re a good man, Mike. I’ve always thought so.”

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Just as he was about to disappear into the strange eye-defying darkness beyond the doors, Mike stepped forward and took hold of his arm. “Doctor?”
The Doctor looked back, blond hair swishing. “Yes?”
Mike suddenly realised he wasn’t sure what to say. “I just… thanks for your help, Doctor.”
“Thanks for yours,” the Doctor said. An odd, unreadable expression flitted across his eyes, and just for a moment Mike had the impression that he was about to say something momentous or significant. Then abruptly the Doctor said, “Goodbye,” and, before Mike could respond, stepped smartly in to the TARDIS, slamming the door behind him.

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Deep Blue by Mark Morris


(This book is full of tiny terrible moments, when you think about when this is in happening in Mike’s timeline.  The Doctor knows Mike’s been fucked up since Llanfairfach (i.e. The Green Death).  He knows that Mike’s been feeling depressed and worthless, that the Brig has forced him to take some leave, and the Doctor knows that he wasn’t there for him.  He knows that, as soon as Mike gets back to London, he’ll be approached by the people from Operation Golden Age, that his mental state will continue to worsen, that he’ll be brainwashed (again) and manipulated until he’s discovered and forced to leave UNIT and all the people he knows and cares about in the world.  But, of course, he can’t say a word, because he can’t change the timeline.  And Mike’s in a bad way, suspicious of the people around him, pretending everything is fine, and MARK MORRIS I LOVE YOU).

“‘Light duties,’ the Brigadier had called it, and then later, registering Mike’s dismay, he’d amended that to, ‘Vital intelligence work. I need someone I can trust, Yates,’ he’d said, ‘someone with integrity. Someone with a clear head, who can sort out the wheat from the chaff.’

A clear head. That was a joke for a start. It was precisely because of his inadequacy in that department that Mike had been given this assignment. He couldn’t believe that almost six months had passed since it had all begun. It seemed like no time at all since he had been sitting behind the desk at Global Chemicals in Llanfairfach, purporting to be the ‘Man from the Ministry’. As usual things had gone a bit haywire before the Doctor had managed to sort it all out. Turned out the company, which had been pumping lethal industrial sludge into the village’s abandoned mine workings, was begin run by some sort of super computer which called itself BOSS and which could scramble its employees’ brains, turning them into mindless zombies.

For a while Mike himself had fallen under its influence. BOSS had dismantled his thoughts and put them back together in a different order, had made him believe his friends were his enemies. He’d nearly shot dead the two people he trusted most in the world: it had seemed perfect sense at the time, before the Doctor had shown him the error of his ways with the aid of a blue crystal he’d picked up on some far-flung planet or other.

After that, Mike had been fine for a while, had felt better than he’d felt for a long time in fact. But then weird thoughts and feelings had started to spring up, like weeds in a well-ordered garden. He had begun to suffer odd bouts of depression, feelings of futility. Despite the vital part he’d played in repelling the many and various threats to the Earth over the years, he had started to convince himself that his life was meaningless.”

~Deep Blue by Mark Morris

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